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Oct. 12th, 2005 12:04 pmJust came back from having a meeting with Eunice, and I'm glad we finally had a talk about the show. It's really ridiculous how I've been acting (or rather, not acting) in rehearsal. Extremely immature. I recognize that, and am trying to reconcile myself with the show. It's not an intentional thing by any means (which actually makes it harder to overturn). I just need to fucking do the work on my own, and it'll be fine - it's been extremely disappointing for both myself and the director thus far, apart from select moments when I manage to break out of it. Eunice said that she knows I can do this part well, which was one reason for casting me thusly, so I need to live up to that expectation - especially as a senior, I should be over this by now.
It was a good, honest conversation, and I feel much better about the part now. I got some tips, made some decisions, and from now on, not a step backwards, dammit!
I hope this Seminar assignment I'm handing in is the good kind of clever, not the totally missed the point kidney-losing kind. I think it's pretty cool, anyway.
It was a good, honest conversation, and I feel much better about the part now. I got some tips, made some decisions, and from now on, not a step backwards, dammit!
I hope this Seminar assignment I'm handing in is the good kind of clever, not the totally missed the point kidney-losing kind. I think it's pretty cool, anyway.